Saturday, September 1, 2007

Why I am not ready to Die?

I am not ready

BECAUSE,

I have not been a good Muslim;
I have not been a good Daugther;
I have not been a good Sister;
I have not been a good Friend;
I have not been a good Person;
I have not fulfil my dreams;
I have not apologise for my wrong doings;
My Parents will not be ok when Im gone;
My Siblings will have a hard time coping with my absent;
My FAMILY will MISS ME so much;
My Friends will remember me...


IM AFRAID that I might just leave the WORLD
without saying my personal Goodbyes.

I seriously felt that the TWO dreams really scare the whole lot of me..
If really it happens, I can't say no..
But, I don't wanna go just as yet.
I dont want to leave unprepared.
What if I really DIE?


DEAR ALLAH,
Keep me a while longer
Please.
Not so soon

Regards
Nish

this heart of mine was broken at 10:47 AM
2 people tried to mend this shattered heart

Myself & I

    Nur Nishah

    I live most of my life loving, enjoying & supporting LIVERPOOL.
    I am a girl who is capable of being the nicest friend one could possibly get to becoming the worst bitch one could ever forget.
    I talk a lot, difficult to be with, stubborn, hot-tempered & big-headed.
    A cry baby when stress, mad, frustrated, pissed, angry, sad & happy.
    I love being different at times & able to be independant.
    I have lots DREAMS even if I know that I could not possibly achieve them.

    " DONT WALK BEHIND ME, I MAY NOT LEAD ! DONT WALK IN FRONT OF ME, I MAY NOT FOLLOW ! BUT WALK BESIDE ME COZ U 'LL NEVER WALK ALONE ! "

    What that does not kill you will make you stronger

Those Days


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