Friday, March 21, 2008
Mid March, the author is pissed
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Be reasonable will you?
How can it possibly be my fault when things at A are not doing ok? I wasn’t even at A when that happened and how can just because the owner of A didn’t like me, its best to have me as the culprit?? Please lah! BE REASONABLE.
I am tired.. I want to RUN TO B… I really DO! Everyday all these shits are just pushing me to my limit.
Things are just ridicules. So what , just because I am busy with my life outside A and school, I am regard as a person who CARE LESS about A?
Oh man, I wish I am blind and deaf..
Or best still, I am DEAD..
These are far too much!
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I just get to know that you drink!!. I am not stupid ok?
And since when I allowed you to drink? Don’t any how make stories and tell people fake stuffs..
I am not aware that once you turned 18, its is like a permission for you to constant go clubbing and drink.
Well, I will DEAL with you soon!
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Things are crappy. I HATE THEM. All of it!!.
How I wish A is not my A.
How I wish school has ended and I have graduated and not in Singapore and am in somewhere..
Can it come soon?..
Yup, everything is in a mess right now.
*****
I miss talking to My Inspirational Guy. I know people don’t like me contacting him, but what the heck, he is nice and he is always there so I care less what people want to say. I need him now, really.. He is like a person who at the instant moment can make me smile regardless of what my situations are. I am sure He got many things to say to me if I talk to him.
Hmmm, Buddy Carlos is busy, Hamzah is busy too (I think), Bro Daryl is in Australia and ya, I miss them around me, on msn or call or email....
Thanks Nizaar for the encouragement.
Thanks Kin and Emi for listening to me.
Thanks Hidir too.
Well, Step Up 2 was GREAT.. Really.. (Sorry Bestie, I was down so when people asked me to watch, I can’t seem to turn them down).
Nowadays when I feel like talking I will and when I don’t, I don’t..
So don’t push me to talk. If I want to I will..
Ps – I know I am not a good friend as well to you but although we haven spoke since like last Sun, I do miss having you around. You have no idea that nowadays, you know nothing about me. I am too tired to tell you everything cause you just don’t seem to care now. Well, if your time is for other people and your work, then fair enough, I care less either.
Ya, I am not filling you in with anything. I seemed handicapped without you but I will pull it through.
I lost you once (I think), and I can lose you again.
Ps Ps – “If you are not going to win her over, DON’T Lead her on” - Step Up 2
Pissed,
Nish
Be reasonable will you?
How can it possibly be my fault when things at A are not doing ok? I wasn’t even at A when that happened and how can just because the owner of A didn’t like me, its best to have me as the culprit?? Please lah! BE REASONABLE.
I am tired.. I want to RUN TO B… I really DO! Everyday all these shits are just pushing me to my limit.
Things are just ridicules. So what , just because I am busy with my life outside A and school, I am regard as a person who CARE LESS about A?
Oh man, I wish I am blind and deaf..
Or best still, I am DEAD..
These are far too much!
****
I just get to know that you drink!!. I am not stupid ok?
And since when I allowed you to drink? Don’t any how make stories and tell people fake stuffs..
I am not aware that once you turned 18, its is like a permission for you to constant go clubbing and drink.
Well, I will DEAL with you soon!
****
Things are crappy. I HATE THEM. All of it!!.
How I wish A is not my A.
How I wish school has ended and I have graduated and not in Singapore and am in somewhere..
Can it come soon?..
Yup, everything is in a mess right now.
*****
I miss talking to My Inspirational Guy. I know people don’t like me contacting him, but what the heck, he is nice and he is always there so I care less what people want to say. I need him now, really.. He is like a person who at the instant moment can make me smile regardless of what my situations are. I am sure He got many things to say to me if I talk to him.
Hmmm, Buddy Carlos is busy, Hamzah is busy too (I think), Bro Daryl is in Australia and ya, I miss them around me, on msn or call or email....
Thanks Nizaar for the encouragement.
Thanks Kin and Emi for listening to me.
Thanks Hidir too.
Well, Step Up 2 was GREAT.. Really.. (Sorry Bestie, I was down so when people asked me to watch, I can’t seem to turn them down).
Nowadays when I feel like talking I will and when I don’t, I don’t..
So don’t push me to talk. If I want to I will..
Ps – I know I am not a good friend as well to you but although we haven spoke since like last Sun, I do miss having you around. You have no idea that nowadays, you know nothing about me. I am too tired to tell you everything cause you just don’t seem to care now. Well, if your time is for other people and your work, then fair enough, I care less either.
Ya, I am not filling you in with anything. I seemed handicapped without you but I will pull it through.
I lost you once (I think), and I can lose you again.
Ps Ps – “If you are not going to win her over, DON’T Lead her on” - Step Up 2
Pissed,
Nish
this heart of mine was broken at 1:24 AM
1 people tried to mend this shattered heart
1 people tried to mend this shattered heart
