Tuesday, July 29, 2008
the fav book for now is:
"TRUE LOVE and other lies" by Whitney Gaskell...
I fell in love and this book has been my companion thru and fro work.. Really.. I am hooked..
...i was falling for this guy. which meant that when things inevitably burned out, or when i found out that that he was, of course, continuing to see other people, or when his phone calls went from being nightly, to few times a week, to once a week, to never, where would that leave me? i knew all too well. i'd been there before, and it was a place i'd promised myself i wouldn't end up again (sound like for _ _ _ _).."
...that way i'd see that there were other guys out there - with many fewer complication attached to them - and my infactuation for Jack (same nick name as the first one.. haha.. during nerdy secondary school time), would be exposed as being only that. a crush. a fling. a momentary lapse of judgement. not love. certainly not that..
...i'd been on my own for quite some time (sound like faking as bull shit guy was around before but partly because he is a bull shit person, i dont really feel his presence around me) and was perfectly capable of taking care of myself. but suddendly, i knew that i didn't want that anymore. there were times, like now, when i actually wanted to be taken care of, and in return, to take care of him sometimes, too...
Ps - Friends who love reading sweet book. Please buy the book..
Loves
Nish
I fell in love and this book has been my companion thru and fro work.. Really.. I am hooked..
...i was falling for this guy. which meant that when things inevitably burned out, or when i found out that that he was, of course, continuing to see other people, or when his phone calls went from being nightly, to few times a week, to once a week, to never, where would that leave me? i knew all too well. i'd been there before, and it was a place i'd promised myself i wouldn't end up again (sound like for _ _ _ _).."
...that way i'd see that there were other guys out there - with many fewer complication attached to them - and my infactuation for Jack (same nick name as the first one.. haha.. during nerdy secondary school time), would be exposed as being only that. a crush. a fling. a momentary lapse of judgement. not love. certainly not that..
...i'd been on my own for quite some time (sound like faking as bull shit guy was around before but partly because he is a bull shit person, i dont really feel his presence around me) and was perfectly capable of taking care of myself. but suddendly, i knew that i didn't want that anymore. there were times, like now, when i actually wanted to be taken care of, and in return, to take care of him sometimes, too...
Ps - Friends who love reading sweet book. Please buy the book..
Loves
Nish
this heart of mine was broken at 1:14 PM
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